A massive perfectionism crisis

I’ve been an organisation coach for years now but still, I think I have been, as I’ve heard in a recent interview: “Sacrifying IMPORTANT over URGENT” for six months (for my whole life actually).

I made the decision six months ago to pause all my projects and focus on one only (helping people with organisation and clarity). At the time I was walking my cat with flip flops in the middle of a green forest and now I have 1000 layers of clothes and trees have no leaves.

It took me six months. Even if I was CONVINCED that that’s what I was meant to do because I love doing it, because I am good at it, because my expertise goes with it, because I have massive energy issues (I have narcolepsy) and I was going in and out of every sessions full and refilled with energy.

So why did it take me so long to actually do it?